...原来我一直洗澡的时候洗内裤并把内裤挂在潮湿的洗浴间风干然后患上chronic uti才是我这十年如此惨淡的原因...吗........

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昨天是我头儿工作的最后一天,after almost 45 years of working for this company and being the clinic manager of this big private hospital, she finally retired. When I was in last year of uni, I was the only student who had placement at this hospital twice, 因为一些缘分和巧合,那时候对她很害怕,但后来她也是我决定来这里工作的一个原因. She's super senior and nice, knowledgeable, when she's there you feel like everything is under control。刚开始上班的时候还是怕她,但去年年底听到她要退休后,在某个时间我们的关系突然突飞猛进,then you realised how nice and lovely she is.
I was working with her on Wednesday, but I was working at a different clinic on Thursday which is her last day, so decided to come around during lunch. 在日本玩时等朋友,无聊买了几袋抹茶,特地买了一包最贵的当时想着送人,never thought would be her, but it turned out to be a great gift for her. When I step into the department, this is how you realised how welcome and good a person can be, everyone came from different clinics to say goodbye to her, the drs came, the hospital staff came. I want to be someone like that, not as much, but someone who other people trust and proud of.
She turned on an auto reply after finishing work today, saying thank you for your email, I have retired. I love that auto reply so decided to send her a random ^-^ email to save a copy of it, and unexpected she replied to me. "Thanks for coming past this afternoon and congratulations on your progress in CT and xray. Proud of you."
好想哭

Want to become a person that can be proud of by others

要有能规划出整块时间的能力,并用这些时间进行连续的整体的体系思考,灵机一动是不够的。

买的鱿鱼手指,戴脆壳,不喜欢,做熟后开始像剥花生一样剥壳。觉得好玩,拍照发给女友,收到的回应是我像个小孩,不理解我。嗯我也不理解,明明只是一件好玩的小事为什么?

:blobnight: 这就是为什么我喜欢把这些本来应该在日记本上的东西发网上,我觉得别人的看法可以让我重新修正,或者延展开来,本来就最爱讨论人的事,人际互动当然是实现这种讨论的主要场域
而且在那种存在个体差异的事情上我真无所谓被反对,我只是说我的解法,这个钥匙只能打开我自己的锁,打不开你的很正常,只是想到有人觉得所有答案都应该是通解,非常无奈
觉得我是错的也挺好的,我们不都是在发现自己不想要什么的时候知道自己想要什么的吗,如果可以让你更坚定不想要这个,那样也不错

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