昨天是我头儿工作的最后一天，after almost 45 years of working for this company and being the clinic manager of this big private hospital, she finally retired. When I was in last year of uni, I was the only student who had placement at this hospital twice, 因为一些缘分和巧合，那时候对她很害怕，但后来她也是我决定来这里工作的一个原因. She's super senior and nice, knowledgeable, when she's there you feel like everything is under control。刚开始上班的时候还是怕她，但去年年底听到她要退休后，在某个时间我们的关系突然突飞猛进，then you realised how nice and lovely she is.
I was working with her on Wednesday, but I was working at a different clinic on Thursday which is her last day, so decided to come around during lunch. 在日本玩时等朋友，无聊买了几袋抹茶，特地买了一包最贵的当时想着送人，never thought would be her, but it turned out to be a great gift for her. When I step into the department, this is how you realised how welcome and good a person can be, everyone came from different clinics to say goodbye to her, the drs came, the hospital staff came. I want to be someone like that, not as much, but someone who other people trust and proud of.
She turned on an auto reply after finishing work today, saying thank you for your email, I have retired. I love that auto reply so decided to send her a random ^-^ email to save a copy of it, and unexpected she replied to me. "Thanks for coming past this afternoon and congratulations on your progress in CT and xray. Proud of you."
好想哭