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有一点理解了有时候我对自己看似不合理的限制…只是需要尽可能地把握到规律感和秩序感,如果生活里没有,如果刚刚经历过失序,就会忍不住在自己身上重建秩序

看着看着发现自己在代,感觉有点点悚然,就是从一张脸上突然挣扎出另一张脸,然后人会摇晃一下,忽然明白自己到底在看什么以及到底想看什么

在看V世代,plz plz plz plz告诉我女主和Jordan有一腿

已经发展到很恐怖的地步了,老铁,我进公司厕所隔间都觉得这里很适合卢克杰米操一下

今天和同事聊了好多关于卢克杰米的事说了一些圈外人听了想吐圈内人听了想拔刀的无耻之言感觉每个路人听到我们的对话内容都在红着脸躲避

看到tl上一晃而过的加拿大鹅,突然想起来小学时无知的我一直以为那本儿童科普杂志《小哥白尼》是讲的一位名叫白尼的小哥的故事。大学室友听说后对我表示,她小学时也以为门可罗雀是一种极具异域风情的雀。

我要更大地施展我的邪恶!!我的狡猾!!

上:杰米回忆里的初遇
下:卢克回忆里的初遇

我:起点 vs 海棠
犬酱:两虎相争必有一伤 vs 被路过的小猫绊了一下

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Someone was calling Jamie from far away. One of his bros was looking for him. At that moment Luke and Jamie quickly changed positions, Jamie with his arm against the wall, and Luke standing behind him, the wall cracked behind them with a faded advertisement for psoriasis cream. Jamie read the Chinese characters out loud line by line, while Luke caught his breath, alternating between deep and shallow. Until Jamie’s voice became strange, pausing more frequently, the words too faded to connect into a meaningful sentence, he turned to look at Luke, who immediately took his lips into his mouth, chasing after the taste of herbal wine against the other’s tongue.

When the shouting grew nearer, Jamie leaned back, resting his head against Luke’s shoulder, while Luke lowered his head to nibble at Jamie’s neck. “Hurry up,” Jamie said. Luke whined in return: “...Don’t wanna.”

Luke whispered, “What, don’t want your comrades to see you like this?”

Jamie scoffed.

Before Luke could respond, he was already being pressed up against the wall by Jamie, his braid swinging forward. He let Luke catch the end of it in his teeth, and then lowered himself forcefully. Against the backdrop of people going about their morning, Jamie rocked faster and faster. If not for Jamie’s braid in his mouth, Luke’s heavy breathing and moans would have alerted the whole neighborhood. “Hold on,” Jamie smiled, his hand on his own hip, pleasure beginning to build in his belly, catching sight of the vast blue sky in his peripheral vision, before hurtling back down towards the countless shadows. He sat back deeply, making Luke whimper as he leaned forward. Jamie bit back his last moan, and then let out a deep sigh, as if he had just taken a big gulp of his drink.

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Luke sometimes thought he was sick, but unsure of what the sickness was. Just that it was because he had too much to drink, too much to drink of Jamie, so that he was becoming like him, inebriated, his heart racing with every kiss and every touch. He finally lifted his hand up to the small of Jamie’s back, pressing the other to him, so that when Jamie ground up against him he could see his slight smile and hear his small moans. Like the sounds animals make before they die. Not very romantic. He felt relieved. His lips were near Jamie’s ear, almost begging, “Not too fast…”

“What do you mean?” Jamie rocked back and forth, his palms against the wall, leaning in close to look at Luke’s red eyes. “Am I gonna make you cry?”


“No.” Luke wanted to close his eyes, but couldn’t bear to not look at Jamie in his state. He gripped Jamie’s hips with both hands, stopping the other’s motion. With some effort, he said, “...I want you to stay here longer.”

今天也是穿短袖,上海的香油告诉我不是我的问题是天气的问题对吧

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这里是retirenow.top!我们的心声是——不想上班!我们的目标是——早日退休!